Workshop on Shame and Whole Hearted Living, with Kate Thieda
2/22/2016
UNC School of Social Work Clinical Lecture Series
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What Stops Us from
Living Wholeheartedly?
We “armor up” – being wholehearted
requires vulnerability, and that is scary.
Perfectionism
• This is not the same as striving for excellence. They
are opposites. Healthy striving is internally
motivating, directing us toward our own goals and
values.
• Perfectionism is all about “What will people think?”
It’s an external audit. It’s about managing perception.
• It’s a process addiction: because we try to do
something perfectly and still get criticized, it
reinforces the idea that we must be even more
perfect next time.
• Shame is the birthplace of perfectionism. When
perfectionism is driving, shame is riding shotgun, and
fear is that annoying backseat driver.
Foreboding Joy
•When we lose our tolerance for vulnerability, joy
becomes foreboding. We find that no emotion is
more terrifying than joy because we believe if we
allow ourselves to feel joy, we are inviting disaster.
•We start dress rehearsing tragedy in the best
moments of our lives in order to stop vulnerability
from beating us to the punch. We will not be
blindsided, so we practice tragedy and trauma. In
the process, we squander the joy that we need to
build resilience, strength, and courage.
•In sociological surveys, everyone who showed a
profound capacity for joy had one thing in common:
they practiced gratitude.
Numbing
I can take the edge off emotional pain
with: _________
Examples include: alcohol, drugs, sex, food,
relationships, money, work, caretaking,
gambling, affairs, religion, chaos, shopping,
planning, perfectionism, constant change, the
Internet, and the list goes on...
Stories We Tell Ourselves
What we have made up in our heads about a
struggle or challenge, which may include:
•facts
•interpretations
•conspiracies
•confabulations
•emotions
•messages (from family of origin, colleagues,
society, etc.)
•filters
•self-protective measures
•and more
10 Guideposts for Wholehearted Living
1. Cultivating Authenticity: Letting go of what
people think
2. Cultivating Self-Compassion: Letting go of
perfectionism
3. Cultivating a Resilient Spirit: Letting go of
numbing and powerlessness
4. Cultivating Gratitude and Joy: Letting go of
scarcity and fear of the dark
5. Cultivating Intuition and Trusting Faith: Letting
go of the need for certainty