23. I continued going to school but sometimes my aunt REDACTED or REDACTED would
not allowed me to go because I had to work. The teachers sometimes would ask why I
was not at school and I would tell them that I had to work with REDACTED. In El
Salvador, school is not like it is here where I need an excuse if I do not go to school or
they call my mother to ask why I am not there. In PLACE, my teachers did not care
whether I was there. I really liked school and I was very sad when I was not able to go.
24. When I was about nine or ten years old, I remember that REDACTED left the house
because he got married. After this, my aunts REDACTED and REDACTED made me
work more and I noticed they would beat me more often. REDACTED and REDACTED
would hit me sometimes with a belt. Other times, they would throw rocks at me or
anything they could find. Sometimes, REDACTED would hit me so hard that when she
was done hitting me I would feel dizzy and my vision seemed blurred for a while.
25. Sometimes when my aunt REDACTED was very mad at me, she would say that she
wanted to kill me. I really believe that someday she was going to kill me. My
grandmother was always there when my aunts beat me but she could not do anything
because she was also afraid of my aunts and most of the times she only cried. My aunts
were always yelling at my grandmother and told her that she had no reason to defend me
because she was not my mother. When my grandmother tried to say something to them
for beating me they would also raised their hand at my grandmother. REDACTED
sometimes would say that my mother REDACTED was not my real mother and that I had
no mother at all. I do not know why she said that. I wished my mother was there to
defend me, but no one did.
26. Sometimes when I got sick, my aunt or grandmother would send me to the clinic by
myself. The doctor would usually prescribed me medicine but I was never able to buy
the medicine because I had no money. My aunt always said that she had no money for
my medicine. Even when I was sick, my aunts would send me to work. When
REDACTED’s children got sick she took them to the doctor and she bought medicine for
them; she had money for her own children’s medicine but never for me.
27. One time when I was on my way to town a snake bit me in the leg. I started feeling dizzy
and I went to the clinic. By the time I got to the clinic my whole body was turning purple
and I started to throw up. After that, I had to stay in the clinic for about a week. When I
was in the clinic only my grandmother came to visit me, but only a few times and she
could not stay very long. When I returned home, my leg was still very swollen and sore.
REDACTED told me that she hoped I would die from the sneak bite. For days, I was still
in pain and I could not walk right but my aunts still sent me to find wood for the kitchen.
28. I thought about escaping many times but I had no place to go. Everything was really far
away. There are also no police in PLACE. I knew that there was a police station in
CITY but I did not know how to get there and I was afraid of getting my grandmother in
trouble with the police. I was also afraid of REDACTED if she found that I went to the
police she would most likely kill me. I did not have anyone that could help me.